Salam...
It's been a while since i post something....dunno what to write. bkn x der idea,tp patut ke saya tulis pasal sesuatu topik tu.
When i was in school..I always had a diary. yang slalu menjadi teman, kesedihan...happiness...apa yg saya buat..mcm2. kadang2 bila belek balik pages lama2,akan ada nmpk trace air mata. hhmm...hari2 yang dh berlalu...biarkanlah ia berlalu..
masa saya di form 5, saya ada gaduh serius ngan sorang mamat dlm kelas ni....kami x bercakap...smpai habis belajar. mula2 it just a joke, but then it getting serius and kami gaduh besar. masa tu kelas chemistry, mamat ni ngan ada lagi sorng mamat duk main bekas air suling during experiment, diorng sengaja percikkan air suling tu kena ngan group saya. basah jugakla..cikgu keluar kejap time tu. lps subject chemistry tuh, waktu rehat. kemudian masuk kelas, kebetulan lps waktu rehat tu...kelas kami dpt duit biasiswa, dia org terawal yg amik, saya ada ckp, duit tu utk upah basahkan baju orang. x tahu apa silapnya..mamat ni mengamuk. seriously. dia siap sepak kerusi saya. after that, terus dia ponteng kelas. since that, kami x bercakap, sampai lepas SPM.
peristiwa tu dh lama sgt berlaku...masa saya dh keje beberapa tahun...rasanya 2 tahun lps, dh almost 10 years peristiwa tu jadi....out of nowhere, mamat ni call saya balik, dia invite saya ke majlis perkahwinan dia.lama kami berbual kat telefon.duk cerita pasal what happen to us in this 10 years time. we talked like nothing happen to us before...saya pun malas nk ungkitkan peristiwa lama...tp kenangan tu tetap kenangan.
Tuesday 25 October 2011
Tuesday 20 September 2011
moga2 'good boy' cepat sembuh...
Salam and Good Day All...
I am very-very lazy to update my blog...even there is a lot of things in my mind, and I am very eager to write. There has been a lot of things happen since last week, some of them...I really cant stand it anymore!!! Only God helps and guide me...along the way.
On Sunday (21 Sept 2011), I receive a call saying that my sweet little nephew Naqib (he's only 16 months old!!!) has been drown
ing in a fish pond behind their house. My sister, Kak Tini is cooking in the kitchen and my brother in law is suddenly falls asleep while playing with him in the living room. While the two sisters and two brothers were in their room playing with their lap top...and suddenly everyone is ignoring Naqib, causing him to step into kitchen and went out through the open door in the kitchen. My sister is cooking at that time, and the sound of the kitchen hood, made my sister cannot listen to her little boy enter into the kitchen.
My brother in law who was suddenly wake up from the sleep, immediately shouting for Naqib and looking in all the room. However, my sister...when she realize that the boy isn't in the house immediately turn into the open door and found out taht the body already floating in the fish pond...she just jump into the pond to see the body already turn very pale....unconcious....
Without bothering that she is only wearing inner garment....and without foot cover, they went to the general hospital...which about 4-5 km from the house. And left alone the 4 other children in the house..before the eldest one..Qasyah call us. Qasyah is crying all over while told us the story...
When we arrived, Naqib was in emergency ward.my sister who is fasting during the day..havent break fast. we bought her food and drink..but then she just drink some water. both of them is crying...i am not seeing the child since i am carrying Najla and she dont want to be held by others. just get the update from my brother in law, once in a while. The doctor told taht they want to transfer Naqib to General Hospital in Kuala Terengganu..but then the condition isnt stable, and the General Hospital in Kuantan is full for the children. They were approaching to sent the child to specialist in Kuantan, but then it isnt acceptable due to the condition.
The next day, I went to work not with full heart...i went back at 10.50 am, even I apply half day leave. Arriving at hospital, there's my brother in law family..all with red- eyed. And there was also my sister and brother in law, looking very weak...due to Naqib is unstable, and they were ask to go out of the ICU room. After about half an hour...the doctor called them. Again without wearing any foot cover, they rush into the room. Just to find out that, some of the brain cell...dead. However, Naqib's eyes did respond to the light...showing a bit of hope to the parent and all of us. And also his internal organ show a little improvement because he can pee now as compare to the night before. We all still cannot see him, only at 01.00pm- 02.00pm- visiting hour. When I first saw him....i felt really...heart-broken, he's so small...and all the wires is all over him...i can barely sees his face or body. There's a bag to monitor his stomach ability to process the acid. There's some green liquid, my sister said...if lot of them, it is not good for the body. He's looking so fragile...so helpless...and just to breath, seems to be sooo hard for him.
to be continue...
I am very-very lazy to update my blog...even there is a lot of things in my mind, and I am very eager to write. There has been a lot of things happen since last week, some of them...I really cant stand it anymore!!! Only God helps and guide me...along the way.
On Sunday (21 Sept 2011), I receive a call saying that my sweet little nephew Naqib (he's only 16 months old!!!) has been drown
ing in a fish pond behind their house. My sister, Kak Tini is cooking in the kitchen and my brother in law is suddenly falls asleep while playing with him in the living room. While the two sisters and two brothers were in their room playing with their lap top...and suddenly everyone is ignoring Naqib, causing him to step into kitchen and went out through the open door in the kitchen. My sister is cooking at that time, and the sound of the kitchen hood, made my sister cannot listen to her little boy enter into the kitchen.
My brother in law who was suddenly wake up from the sleep, immediately shouting for Naqib and looking in all the room. However, my sister...when she realize that the boy isn't in the house immediately turn into the open door and found out taht the body already floating in the fish pond...she just jump into the pond to see the body already turn very pale....unconcious....
Without bothering that she is only wearing inner garment....and without foot cover, they went to the general hospital...which about 4-5 km from the house. And left alone the 4 other children in the house..before the eldest one..Qasyah call us. Qasyah is crying all over while told us the story...
When we arrived, Naqib was in emergency ward.my sister who is fasting during the day..havent break fast. we bought her food and drink..but then she just drink some water. both of them is crying...i am not seeing the child since i am carrying Najla and she dont want to be held by others. just get the update from my brother in law, once in a while. The doctor told taht they want to transfer Naqib to General Hospital in Kuala Terengganu..but then the condition isnt stable, and the General Hospital in Kuantan is full for the children. They were approaching to sent the child to specialist in Kuantan, but then it isnt acceptable due to the condition.
The next day, I went to work not with full heart...i went back at 10.50 am, even I apply half day leave. Arriving at hospital, there's my brother in law family..all with red- eyed. And there was also my sister and brother in law, looking very weak...due to Naqib is unstable, and they were ask to go out of the ICU room. After about half an hour...the doctor called them. Again without wearing any foot cover, they rush into the room. Just to find out that, some of the brain cell...dead. However, Naqib's eyes did respond to the light...showing a bit of hope to the parent and all of us. And also his internal organ show a little improvement because he can pee now as compare to the night before. We all still cannot see him, only at 01.00pm- 02.00pm- visiting hour. When I first saw him....i felt really...heart-broken, he's so small...and all the wires is all over him...i can barely sees his face or body. There's a bag to monitor his stomach ability to process the acid. There's some green liquid, my sister said...if lot of them, it is not good for the body. He's looking so fragile...so helpless...and just to breath, seems to be sooo hard for him.
to be continue...
Tuesday 13 September 2011
about the blogger....hehehe.
Salam All...
Che wah...about the blogger. There is nothing much to write right now..but then, since my 2 loyal followers is insisting me to start my writing. i had to...
in my blog, i will not invite anyone to become my follower...this blog will become my space for me to write things in my mind.my sadness...my happiness...my sweet..my sour...about my cupcake...ANYTHING...
anyway...
i am a person, who is trying hard for her happiness, too hard that it broke my heart in the end.
i am a person...who dream to had a sweet happy family, but then...it vanish in the middle of nowhere.
i am person...a mother to a person, a cute little person called Nur Najla. my heart, my soul...it's my ambition to provide her the best of all, to make her happy...to comfort her...to love her, till the end of my life.
I AM A PERSON...
Che wah...about the blogger. There is nothing much to write right now..but then, since my 2 loyal followers is insisting me to start my writing. i had to...
in my blog, i will not invite anyone to become my follower...this blog will become my space for me to write things in my mind.my sadness...my happiness...my sweet..my sour...about my cupcake...ANYTHING...
anyway...
i am a person, who is trying hard for her happiness, too hard that it broke my heart in the end.
i am a person...who dream to had a sweet happy family, but then...it vanish in the middle of nowhere.
i am person...a mother to a person, a cute little person called Nur Najla. my heart, my soul...it's my ambition to provide her the best of all, to make her happy...to comfort her...to love her, till the end of my life.
I AM A PERSON...
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